These last few months have been very difficult. I worked for 1 month doing office work, and that was shit. I have become lost in this world, a feeling of worthlessness has hit me hard and is making me feel depressed. The current recession has taken it's toll on me and the world today. I can't find work anywhere...am I unlucky, or is my destiny playing a part in it all? Who knows...
I have made a decision on what I wanna do...I'm going to college in September 09. It is such a long time away, I don't think I can hold out any longer as stress is taking it's toll. I do apologise for sounding like a manic depressive but at the moment it's the way I feel.
The reason why I called it social decline is because nothing is going on in my life, and I feel lost. I have been playing pool with some mates but apart from that and the odd little thing here n there it's not looking good. My frustration with no jobs and worrying too much about the near future is dragging me down with the dirt and the filthwhich inhabits it. Ah well, hopefully things wont get any worse. Will it?
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